How can an eighteen plus define herself? Young and sprightly? A budding writer and a passionate dancer? But the hunger goes much beyond. I am confused like Mathew Arnold's, 'Scholar Gypsy' fleeting from one avenue to another to fathom the true essence of life. Or like Tennyson's,'Ulysses' who wants to drink life to the "lees" and yearns "to strive, to seek, to find and not to yield".